Yet again I have deactivated my Facebook account. I’ve found myself getting far too involved, obsessed even, with it yet again. I’ve found myself writing out long comments and long replies to others posts and then deleting them before posting them. I’ve found myself frustrated at some peoples judgements and ignorance. I’ve found myself starting to argue with others again too. So I’m off for now. I’m much more productive at work again and I’m mentally more settled. I’ve popped on for a very quick look only to delete myself almost straight away again. I’m better off not being on there for now.
Fynn and I are still working out hard and I’m weighing a few pounds over 15 stone. My arms are back up to 17″ again and I’m close to being at my biggest again, about 7 pounds in weight to go, but I’m leaner this time too. I want to be in tip top shape so I recover from my operation fast. It’s 2 weeks tomorrow I go in….unless they cancel again. Mentally I’m not stressed about it as I got that out of my system when I thought I was going in before. Oh well it’ll happen if and when it happens.