Today has been OK but I’m not at my best. I’ve struggled. I’ve felt a bit paranoid at times. It’s all just part of being me I guess. I’m always trying to work other people out but never can. I don’t seem to be able to get close. At times like this I don’t think anyone understands me at all or that I understand anybody. I feel like people have an ulterior motive.
I think I’ll go to bed shortly out of the way. I’ll go read and then sleep.
