I have worked out some plans to get back on too of my workload. So far so good. I’ve realised some people seriously need to ‘man up’ and stop being treated so well. They need to seriously start pulling their weight at work or they will be gone. I might back my workload down and go back to working alone, sometimes I end up doing more than my share anyway, or I might look to employ someone fully capable. Either way things will change. I am worse off financially and physically than I was three years ago.
I am also again working on self mastery too. I try to be fully present in waking life as much as possible, although I do get distracted from this by social (anti) media. Once again I need to work upon myself. To go within. To retreat into myself a little more again. My magic is strong again and I need to use it for myself as well as others. Sometimes others feed off it.
