At the edge of reality

I am tired. It’s put me to the edge of my reality or perhaps I’m rediscovering my true reality. I have taken a pill tonight since getting in from work as my mind has felt edgy and jaded. Sleep will hell no doubt so I will sleep soon. The last few days have been pretty strange. I have decided my life has to change snd have set about doing so. It’s a tough call too. Not easy. It’s done though. I would imagine this has added to my inner seeking mind state. Couple that with being much more in tune with my magickal mind again. The path chose me and I chose the path again. It’s time to walk it to the destinations. Clarity is always sought on this path to enlightenment but clarity isn’t always there.  I will help others with their path though. It’s the way to learning oneself too. Student becomes teacher becomes student. The circle continues. We are the same person. 

Meds

I’ve been away for a few days since Thursday last week until last night. I forgot to take the meds with me so have been mrs free all that time. I’m not going back now either. My thinking is so much clearer and my abilities are returning. They’d dulled me too much. I’m more in tune with my psychic abilities again and actually feel much more alive too. There’s some life changes coming, there always are, but I’ll face them properly and not hide from them now. My life is mine to be lived not to be subdued. I’m seeing things clearer now. 

Unminding project

I’ve mentioned Molls and Gem at The Unminding Project a couple of times before but just thought I’d bring them up again. Listening to their podcast and talking to them has helped me quite a bit. I cannot recommend listening to their podcast enough. It’s full of enlightening content and fun to listen to with great banter.  I know that they have big things coming their way but I also know they could do with help with donations or sponsorship. If anyone reading this can help them even with a small donation I know it will be used very very well. They really are lovely people.  If you give them a listen let them know I sent you from here. www.theunmindingproject.com

Oh!

A friend and I have been chatting on messenger this afternoon. He’s told me to keep an eye on my moods as he’s seen the signs building. We chatted about where we are both at. I know what he means. My thoughts have been faster.  I admitted to him that yesterday I came close to going up the road to bash someone, they really do deserve it. They were working 2 houses up from me and I found myself running through in my mind what I’d do and how I’d do it. My mate was impressed that I didn’t. Too much trouble would come from it for sure as it would’ve looked unprovoked to anyone witnessing it. Whereas I know it would be about the abuse he put someone through and me sorting him out for it.  I wasn’t wound up either.  Luckily I used the energy to crack on with my work.

I guess it’s that time of year for me where things can build up. It’s around now where I ponder if I’ll make it through winter this year, a thought I have every year, and my dreams have been much more vivid too.  Hmmm.

 

 On another note tomorrow is Unminding on Twitter spaces and will then afterwards become a podcast on various platforms including their website which I’ve shared before.  Give Gem and Sam a listen. Here’s their website again. www.theunmindingproject.com

Dark winter

We are heading into a dark winter. This winter will be hard and harsh for so many and it’s all planned. It’s planned to bring us all to our knees. They want to kill off the middle class and go back to having only the elites and surfs. They’re killing the financial markets off, inflation is spiralling out of control (real world inflation not fake cpi), electricity and heating bills are increasing as is food. We are facing a huge global famine too. It’s all by design. It’s a perfect storm to bring untold misery. They’ve planned the takeover for decades, centuries even.  The next step after the financial crash that’s coming will be CBDC’s and they are created to enslave humanity.  There’s no escape from them. They will be programmable and they will have your servitude or you won’t eat.  Think I’m talking rubbish or paranoid? Look into it all yourself. It’s horrifying. I honestly wish I were unwell and that writing this could be blamed  on that but alas, no, I am quite well and quite aware. Get your money out of the banks. Buy gold and silver. Keep cash to hand snd for fucks same fill your cupboards with food. Hell is coming. 

Stuffs going on and getting real

https://www.theunmindingproject.com/

It’s been a while since I posted in here. Lots has happened some I’ll post about separately though. For now however I’d like to share this website. I’ve chatted privately with Gemma and Samantha through Twitter although they maybe don’t know who I am. What I can say is they’re absolute stars and care very much about helping others by talking all things mental health etc. They do a  Twitter spaces most weeks which is also a podcast. Take a look at their website.

https://www.theunmindingproject.com

 

 

That feeling

I’m getting the feeling that great things are heading my way. It gives me chills down my spine.  I’m manifesting my better reality now. Life is moving forwards to great things. I embrace it. It flows to me. Life is good. Life is there to be lived fully. 

Life is good

Life is good.  Ive found focus again. Where we let our thoughts go to is where our life heads. If we think everything is wrong in the world our lives start to feel wrong. If we see the good in the world life becomes good. Each time I get a bad though, which can be often, I register it and then try to find something good to focus on.  It’s a fine line between thinking it’s best not to give a fuck and thinking it’s good to give a good fuck.  I’m taking control again and it’s amazing to see synchronicity peeping at me again. Talking with people and realising we share almost the same thinking and about to say the exact same words tells me on back on the good path although it’s ever winding. There’s a lot of shot going on in the world and it shouldn’t be ignored but it also shouldn’t be all one gives time to.  We can only ever change ourselves and our thinking first before we look to change other things. I’m finding now I’m feeling good life seems better and I’m getting along with others better too.  Spring helps too. I often wonder if I’ll make it through winter but each winter is easier.  I’ve found a like minded friend in America who I chat too about life and investing and they’re an enormous help. We run things past each other and now my thinking is more on track I’m noticing nee investment opportunities too which hopefully help my friends too.  Since investing more money and time into creating a brighter future I’ve noticed my future and my now seem brighter.  It amazes me how life hasn’t gotten harder because of investing so much, in fact it’s all good, and I’m amazed at how much I now have invested. Little acorns grow into mighty oaks!  Life is good.  

the ramblings of a builder who is bipolar