{"id":1026,"date":"2015-01-12T07:43:51","date_gmt":"2015-01-12T07:43:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1026"},"modified":"2015-01-12T07:43:51","modified_gmt":"2015-01-12T07:43:51","slug":"anxiety-woke-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1026","title":{"rendered":"Anxiety woke me"},"content":{"rendered":"

I woke up this morning feeling very anxious. I’d go as far as to say the anxiety woke me up. I felt slightly paniced about work. Maybe more than slightly. \u00a0My dreams were slightly odd too. \u00a0Maybe one caused the other. I don’t want to slip away again. I’m enjoying the normal feelings I’ve been having. As much as I enjoy being high when high I really don’t want to go there again. My thinking has been what I consider pretty normal mostly although it was a bit racy yesterday. \u00a0I don’t want the fight anymore. I’ll not fight it. I’m tired of fighting it. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 I tried meditating this morning and most of what tried to crop up was thoughts about work or money. I went back on Facebook over the weekend. Maybe that’s not helped with my thoughts and my thinking. I’ll delete myself again. I am slowly mastering myself.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I woke up this morning feeling very anxious. I’d go as far as to say the anxiety woke me up. I felt slightly paniced about work. Maybe more than slightly. \u00a0My dreams were slightly odd too. \u00a0Maybe one caused the other. I don’t want to slip away again. I’m enjoying the normal feelings I’ve been … Continue reading Anxiety woke me<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1026","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1026"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1026"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1026\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1027,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1026\/revisions\/1027"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1026"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1026"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1026"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}