{"id":1142,"date":"2015-03-04T08:18:55","date_gmt":"2015-03-04T08:18:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1142"},"modified":"2015-03-04T08:19:13","modified_gmt":"2015-03-04T08:19:13","slug":"age-and-thinking","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1142","title":{"rendered":"Age and thinking"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I&#8217;ve been thinking about life and how things change as we get older, how thoughts and wishes change too. When I was younger I wanted millions and millions of pounds so I could do whatever I wanted. As I&#8217;ve got older I&#8217;d be happy to just not have a mortgage or to be able to only work when I want to. All of the things I&#8217;d like to do in life are getting simpler too. \u00a0Having a stable mind would be enough right now. I almost fear to dream a little at the minute. I&#8217;m not sure why though. Maybe because the world beats me down at every turn lately. It&#8217;s funny because I fight back hard and just as it looks like I&#8217;m getting my head above water shit happens and I start to sink again. I honestly think if I wasn&#8217;t quite as strong or resilient as I am I&#8217;d of checked out a while ago, but that&#8217;s not for me. \u00a0No. I&#8217;m going to keep fighting and pushing, screaming and shouting.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about life and how things change as we get older, how thoughts and wishes change too. When I was younger I wanted millions and millions of pounds so I could do whatever I wanted. As I&#8217;ve got older I&#8217;d be happy to just not have a mortgage or to be able to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1142\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Age and thinking<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1142","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1142"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1142"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1142\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1144,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1142\/revisions\/1144"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1142"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1142"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1142"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}