{"id":1455,"date":"2015-11-05T20:00:53","date_gmt":"2015-11-05T20:00:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1455"},"modified":"2015-11-05T20:00:53","modified_gmt":"2015-11-05T20:00:53","slug":"biting-at-my-heals","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1455","title":{"rendered":"Biting at my heals."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>The black dog is chasing me. Biting at my heals. Catching me. Hunting me down. I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ll escape. He will devour me again. I don&#8217;t think he&#8217;s alone. I think the whole of the wild hunt are chasing me. Maybe they&#8217;ll catch me. I&#8217;m one of them. Maybe they want to take me home. Who am I? Who am I? Where am I headed? Where should I go? Can I go anywhere? \u00a0Escape? From myself? I can&#8217;t. There&#8217;s no escaping myself. No heat. No ringing. No nothing. Drifting. Tired. I&#8217;m too tired. It&#8217;s always the same things. Outside myself. Looking in. Drifting. Songs in my head. I can&#8217;t remember them. Restlessness. The void.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The black dog is chasing me. Biting at my heals. Catching me. Hunting me down. I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ll escape. He will devour me again. I don&#8217;t think he&#8217;s alone. I think the whole of the wild hunt are chasing me. Maybe they&#8217;ll catch me. I&#8217;m one of them. Maybe they want to take me &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1455\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Biting at my heals.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1455","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1455"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1455"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1455\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1456,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1455\/revisions\/1456"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1455"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1455"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1455"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}