{"id":1570,"date":"2016-04-09T16:57:00","date_gmt":"2016-04-09T16:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1570"},"modified":"2016-04-09T16:57:00","modified_gmt":"2016-04-09T16:57:00","slug":"where-am-i-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1570","title":{"rendered":"Where am I?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>it&#8217;s all bonkers. Everything. Everything is bonkers. I&#8217;ve worked maybe 60-70 hours this week and am now finished until Monday first thing. My head is spinning and I think had it not been for the Meds I would of gone waaaaay off the scale. It&#8217;s hard to tell because I am on them and if I wasn&#8217;t on them maybe I would kind of be ok. I don&#8217;t know. Who knows. \u00a0Anyway where was I. Mmmm yes. I&#8217;ve been working WAAAAY to hard and too much and as soon as this job is out of the way I get onto a really amazing job whe the customers are amazingly cool. I can&#8217;t wait. I&#8217;m excited.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 So back to the Meds. I&#8217;m now on 150mg of Lamotrigine and go to see the GP on Monday to discuss inns. It&#8217;s the GP who didn&#8217;t refer me a few years ago and told me I didn&#8217;t have bipolar and possibly had cyclothymia and said to self refer to the wellbeing team. So I guess she will be shocked that I have been diagnosed as bipolar 1 or maybe she won&#8217;t even remember seeing me before&#8230;&#8230;until I remind her haha. I was going to say I didn&#8217;t want to see her and that she was useless before but I will give her the benefit of the doubt and talk with her. She is very lucky that I will allow her to see me to be honest and I hope she is fucking clever and smart because she&#8217;s got a huge ball of awesome me coming along. Talking of which I can&#8217;t remember if I wrote about this last time or not but I did a paid for Mensa home test and have been asked if I would like to do the full 2 hour one because they scored my IQ at 148. \u00a0Haha<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it&#8217;s all bonkers. Everything. Everything is bonkers. I&#8217;ve worked maybe 60-70 hours this week and am now finished until Monday first thing. My head is spinning and I think had it not been for the Meds I would of gone waaaaay off the scale. It&#8217;s hard to tell because I am on them and if &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1570\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Where am I?<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1570","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1570"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1570"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1570\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1571,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1570\/revisions\/1571"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1570"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1570"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1570"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}