{"id":1616,"date":"2016-09-23T10:17:43","date_gmt":"2016-09-23T10:17:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1616"},"modified":"2016-09-23T10:17:43","modified_gmt":"2016-09-23T10:17:43","slug":"tired-and-tilted","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1616","title":{"rendered":"Tired and tilted"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I&#8217;m worn out and tired in all ways. I need a holiday. A holiday from intrusive thoughts, from racing thoughts, from being strong, from being wired and from myself. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Tiredness what can I say? A &#8216;normal&#8217; person gets tired obviously but I wonder what that tiredness feels like compared to the total wiped out feelings bipolar leaves one with. I&#8217;m much more shattered than I can admit to it to let show. \u00a0I&#8217;ll never know. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0I&#8217;m not fully here, in me. I&#8217;m an alien in a human body. Disjointed slightly. Disfigured possibly and dismally dumbed down.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m worn out and tired in all ways. I need a holiday. A holiday from intrusive thoughts, from racing thoughts, from being strong, from being wired and from myself. \u00a0 Tiredness what can I say? A &#8216;normal&#8217; person gets tired obviously but I wonder what that tiredness feels like compared to the total wiped out &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1616\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Tired and tilted<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1616","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1616"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1616"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1616\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1617,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1616\/revisions\/1617"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1616"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1616"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1616"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}