{"id":1634,"date":"2016-09-29T18:58:18","date_gmt":"2016-09-29T18:58:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1634"},"modified":"2016-09-29T18:58:18","modified_gmt":"2016-09-29T18:58:18","slug":"still-cycling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1634","title":{"rendered":"Still cycling."},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m still cycling but not as severly as I have been. It a lot easier to handle. \u00a0Today was a pretty good day although I now have brain fog but that’s ok. Each day is better and better. Although I’ve had a few steps backwards. \u00a0A few people are keeping an eye on me and I fear that it’s not fair on them but it’s kind of them. \u00a0A customer emailed the other day about work and he said that anytime I need to talk or if he can help in anyway he will. I was really touched by that. What a lovely man he is. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Life is good and bad at times and sometimes it both at the same time. Sometimes such lovely things can come from such pain and suffering. \u00a0I guess it keeps me grounded and in check. \u00a0I am still concerned for myself. \u00a0That’s a funny thing to say because it sounds like ‘I’ and self are separate, which I believe they are. \u00a0 How strange a bipolar mind can be and also how awesome. \u00a0Feeling pain so accutely is shit but all of the joy and love is amazing and when heightened it really is a beautiful experience. \u00a0I aim to be well again very soon but I’m also cautious about the coming winter and also from my birthday onwards. \u00a0January can be shitty for me. \u00a0Although I start to plan how I’ll grow things from then onwards so something to look forwards too I guess. \u00a0Although I’m feeling iffy I still feel such amazing things too and am feeling a lot of love which is awesome. Long may it last. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’m still cycling but not as severly as I have been. It a lot easier to handle. \u00a0Today was a pretty good day although I now have brain fog but that’s ok. Each day is better and better. Although I’ve had a few steps backwards. \u00a0A few people are keeping an eye on me and … Continue reading Still cycling.<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1634","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1634"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1635,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1634\/revisions\/1635"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1634"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1634"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1634"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}