{"id":1651,"date":"2016-10-13T18:53:34","date_gmt":"2016-10-13T18:53:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1651"},"modified":"2016-10-13T18:53:34","modified_gmt":"2016-10-13T18:53:34","slug":"thursday-night","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1651","title":{"rendered":"Thursday night."},"content":{"rendered":"

Slightl cycling again today. Poor concentration and lots of paranoia going on. \u00a0Struggling to trust people in an online group but hey ho I’ll survive. \u00a0Too much going on in my mind to worry about others and the false self. Ego. \u00a0I hope this isn’t the start of more mixed episode and more ultra cycling. \u00a0It wears me out and tires me in all ways. \u00a0 I need to introvert rather than extrovert. \u00a0 It’s time to hibernate again. \u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0Lots of thinking to be done. \u00a0Lots of plans to be made. \u00a0Leaves rate falling and need clearing up for leaf mould. Compost to be turned and grounds prepared. \u00a0I must concentrate on these things instead of getting embroiled in online shit. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 People amaze me in all ways. Good and bad. \u00a0Friendly and unfriendly. Honest and dishonest. \u00a0Non agenda and hidden agenda. \u00a0I’m like Sherlock Holmes. \u00a0I’m keeping distance though. \u00a0It’s almost Samhain and almost full moon too. Things will be revealed. Maybe it’s also time I used magick again. \u00a0 I really ought to go on solitary retreat again. \u00a0Inner calm and inner peace. \u00a0I guess only some are allowed to be unwell while others when unwell get avoided. \u00a0Such is life. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Slightl cycling again today. Poor concentration and lots of paranoia going on. \u00a0Struggling to trust people in an online group but hey ho I’ll survive. \u00a0Too much going on in my mind to worry about others and the false self. Ego. \u00a0I hope this isn’t the start of more mixed episode and more ultra cycling. … Continue reading Thursday night.<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1651","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1651"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1651"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1651\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1652,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1651\/revisions\/1652"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1651"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1651"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1651"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}