{"id":1667,"date":"2016-11-21T12:54:55","date_gmt":"2016-11-21T12:54:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1667"},"modified":"2016-11-21T12:54:55","modified_gmt":"2016-11-21T12:54:55","slug":"no-escape","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1667","title":{"rendered":"No escape"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>There&#8217;s no escape from relentless mind. I&#8217;m fighting and it&#8217;s always a loosing battle. I&#8217;ll succumb one day. I&#8217;m tired. Tired of push push push to get money and it&#8217;s always going out. I&#8217;m tired of working too much and too hard. My mind used to be a good place. Now it&#8217;s a fight. Internal dialogue fights me. I push myself too much. Fuck it all.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There&#8217;s no escape from relentless mind. I&#8217;m fighting and it&#8217;s always a loosing battle. I&#8217;ll succumb one day. I&#8217;m tired. Tired of push push push to get money and it&#8217;s always going out. I&#8217;m tired of working too much and too hard. My mind used to be a good place. Now it&#8217;s a fight. Internal &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1667\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">No escape<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1667","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1667"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1667"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1667\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1668,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1667\/revisions\/1668"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1667"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1667"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1667"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}