{"id":179,"date":"2014-03-29T06:25:24","date_gmt":"2014-03-29T06:25:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=179"},"modified":"2014-03-29T06:25:24","modified_gmt":"2014-03-29T06:25:24","slug":"anxious-about-money-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=179","title":{"rendered":"Anxious about money again."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I&#8217;m up at my usual time today again. I&#8217;ve noticed I&#8217;m anxious about money. I&#8217;m always chasing it. How can I just let go? How can I draw it to me so I don&#8217;t have to go after it all the time? I&#8217;m not sure. I&#8217;m not sure of much again. Tired of the constant chasing of it. Tired of the bad decisions I&#8217;ve made that have got me here. Tired of struggle, both mental and physical. \u00a0I guess I&#8217;ll just keep on going, pushing ahead, dreams laying by the wayside.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m up at my usual time today again. I&#8217;ve noticed I&#8217;m anxious about money. I&#8217;m always chasing it. How can I just let go? How can I draw it to me so I don&#8217;t have to go after it all the time? I&#8217;m not sure. I&#8217;m not sure of much again. Tired of the constant &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=179\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Anxious about money again.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-179","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=179"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":180,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179\/revisions\/180"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=179"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=179"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=179"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}