{"id":1860,"date":"2018-02-05T12:16:43","date_gmt":"2018-02-05T12:16:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1860"},"modified":"2018-02-05T12:16:43","modified_gmt":"2018-02-05T12:16:43","slug":"thoughtfulness-waking-early-and-tetchyness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1860","title":{"rendered":"Thoughtfulness, waking early and tetchyness"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve been waking up a bit earlier than usual for a few days. This morning I was awake at 4am but dozed off and woke up several times before getting up at 6am. I\u2019ve noticed my mood has been slightly different for a few days. Some of this I put down to the mornings starting to get light earlier and some of it down to only taking half my usual dose of Lamotrigine for a few days as I was running out. \u00a0Some of it is down to my children\u2019s birthdays and the anniversary of my mother dying. I\u2019m being watchful anyway. Also my wife is rubbing me up the wrong way and I\u2019m biting my lip over a few things with her. \u00a0I guess that\u2019s life. I\u2019m not sure I\u2019d want to live with me when I\u2019m irritable or tired let alone in an episode. \u00a0I\u2019ve decided to kick my own arse a bit again as a few things were slipping. Hitting my goals for one and also keeping on top of paperwork as well. Such is life. At least I\u2019m not off my head so to speak and am able to keep a good amount of focus on it all.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve been waking up a bit earlier than usual for a few days. This morning I was awake at 4am but dozed off and woke up several times before getting up at 6am. I\u2019ve noticed my mood has been slightly different for a few days. Some of this I put down to the mornings starting … Continue reading Thoughtfulness, waking early and tetchyness<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1860","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1860"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1860"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1860\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1861,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1860\/revisions\/1861"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1860"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1860"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1860"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}