{"id":1871,"date":"2018-05-03T06:37:50","date_gmt":"2018-05-03T06:37:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1871"},"modified":"2018-05-03T06:37:50","modified_gmt":"2018-05-03T06:37:50","slug":"mental-health-and-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1871","title":{"rendered":"Mental health and life"},"content":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s been a while since I last posted. Life is good. I\u2019m avoiding triggers still but need to do so less and less as very little triggers me these days. Also I know when to back away and when not to react to things. My sleeping is still good and most things are good. I have however had a few flare ups with biliary colic caused by my gallstone. \u00a0I\u2019ve seen a surgeon and am awaiting a date for an operation. \u00a0It\u2019s shown me how far I have come and how I don\u2019t get too much paranoia these days either. A year or more ago, certainly two, I would of been paranoid that this was part of a \u2018plan\u2019 to keep me unwell and to kill me or maybe harvest organs while under anaesthetic. \u00a0I have no fears like that whatsoever. I would also of feared any needles near me. \u00a0I over came that when I had a blood test early last year and also when the paramedic did a blood sugar test on me. \u00a0I have had to take a good dose of codeine a few times to handle the pain but that\u2019s ok and mostly it\u2019s not much of an issue. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0I\u2019m sure I\u2019ll never be \u2018cured\u2019 but that\u2019s ok too. I don\u2019t want to loose some of the \u2018crazy\u2019 because I like it but the worst of it can stay away. All in all life is good, for now, \u00a0and I don\u2019t fear anything. \u00a0Death is just a doorway anyway.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s been a while since I last posted. Life is good. I\u2019m avoiding triggers still but need to do so less and less as very little triggers me these days. Also I know when to back away and when not to react to things. My sleeping is still good and most things are good. I … Continue reading Mental health and life<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1871","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1871"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1871"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1871\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1872,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1871\/revisions\/1872"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1871"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1871"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1871"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}