{"id":1873,"date":"2018-05-06T15:19:55","date_gmt":"2018-05-06T15:19:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1873"},"modified":"2018-05-06T15:19:55","modified_gmt":"2018-05-06T15:19:55","slug":"being-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1873","title":{"rendered":"Being myself"},"content":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s taken some time to be who I am. To accept myself as I am. Yet I still strive towards bettering myself. \u00a0Things still get to me. \u00a0Things still raise emotions in me. \u00a0I still react to certain stimuli and certain people\/things. \u00a0I\u2019m honest with myself. \u00a0I know most of my flaws. And there are many. I\u2019m hard on myself. \u00a0I\u2019m hard on others, but less so. I punish myself. I push myself. I love hard. I play hard. I don\u2019t suffer fools easily yet I play the fool when someone thinks they are deceiving me. I\u2019m gifted with an IQ of 148 yet sometimes can\u2019t remember a fucking thing. \u00a0Life isn\u2019t very fair. \u00a0Most people live in a bubble. \u00a0Most people fool themselves. I don\u2019t want to be most people. I\u2019m happy I\u2019m me. \u00a0Life is good. Not always but for now it\u2019s good. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s taken some time to be who I am. To accept myself as I am. Yet I still strive towards bettering myself. \u00a0Things still get to me. \u00a0Things still raise emotions in me. \u00a0I still react to certain stimuli and certain people\/things. \u00a0I\u2019m honest with myself. \u00a0I know most of my flaws. And there are … Continue reading Being myself<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1873","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1873"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1873"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1873\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1874,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1873\/revisions\/1874"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1873"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1873"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1873"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}