{"id":1877,"date":"2018-05-22T17:10:33","date_gmt":"2018-05-22T17:10:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1877"},"modified":"2018-05-22T17:10:33","modified_gmt":"2018-05-22T17:10:33","slug":"feeling-rubbish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1877","title":{"rendered":"Feeling rubbish"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve got a virus. I feel really crap. It\u2019s affecting my mind and I\u2019m paranoid and playing out scenarios in my head about countless things. Death has sprung up in my thoughts. Death of friends and family. \u00a0My body aches. My head is clouded as is my mind. \u00a0I\u2019m bunged up. I\u2019m sure I\u2019ve pissed people off as is often the case. I\u2019m able to question the thoughts and my thinking process a bit and also a bit of the paranoia. \u00a0I\u2019m hoping it\u2019s just the virus as it\u2019s coulding my thinking, my thoughts and my actions. \u00a0My ears are ringing and I had hot and cold sweats in bed last night. \u00a0I\u2019m dazed. \u00a0I think some things I\u2019ve said aren\u2019t quite right but such is life. I\u2019m constantly over analysing myself. \u00a0I\u2019ll light a fire and do nothing shortly. \u00a0I\u2019m having a drink tonight too. \u00a0Maybe I\u2019ll drink to lost friends. \u00a0Life goes by so fast. \u00a0 \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve got a virus. I feel really crap. It\u2019s affecting my mind and I\u2019m paranoid and playing out scenarios in my head about countless things. Death has sprung up in my thoughts. Death of friends and family. \u00a0My body aches. My head is clouded as is my mind. \u00a0I\u2019m bunged up. I\u2019m sure I\u2019ve pissed … Continue reading Feeling rubbish<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1877","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1877"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1877"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1877\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1878,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1877\/revisions\/1878"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1877"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1877"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1877"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}