{"id":1935,"date":"2018-12-13T07:45:37","date_gmt":"2018-12-13T07:45:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1935"},"modified":"2018-12-13T07:45:37","modified_gmt":"2018-12-13T07:45:37","slug":"sick-of-this-shit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1935","title":{"rendered":"Sick of this shit"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m sick of all the shit in my life. Next year, early new year, I\u2019m going to be making some very drastic changes to my life. I need to be better at protecting my kids. I walk on eggshells. It\u2019s funny how in a family everyone seems to have an issue that needs addressing bar one person. There\u2019s a common denominator in it all yet that common denominator is the one who refuses help and refuses to admit any faults. Yet they are the ones always finding issue with the others. It\u2019s going to stop. It\u2019s going to finish. No more passive aggressive or aggressive behaviour, especially when drunk or 2-3 days after getting drunk. The patterns are there. They\u2019ve been shown yet nothing is done to rectify. Enough. I\u2019ve had enough. It\u2019s also tipping my mind now and I\u2019m needing less sleep. I was awake at 3am and ready to get up. How I got back to sleep I\u2019ll never know other than knowing it wouldn\u2019t be good for my mental health. \u00a0I\u2019m skint. This house bleeds me dry mentally, emotionally and physically. Fuck it all. It can all fuck off. \u00a0I\u2019m sick of working hard for nothing, zero, zilch.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m sick of all the shit in my life. Next year, early new year, I\u2019m going to be making some very drastic changes to my life. I need to be better at protecting my kids. I walk on eggshells. It\u2019s funny how in a family everyone seems to have an issue that needs addressing bar … Continue reading Sick of this shit<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1935"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1936,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935\/revisions\/1936"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}