{"id":1939,"date":"2018-12-24T21:58:25","date_gmt":"2018-12-24T21:58:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1939"},"modified":"2018-12-24T21:58:25","modified_gmt":"2018-12-24T21:58:25","slug":"a-torn-time-of-year","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1939","title":{"rendered":"A torn time of year"},"content":{"rendered":"

It’s Christmas Day tomorrow. \u00a0I love and hate this time of year. \u00a0There’s a whole lost of why for both sides of it. \u00a0 The stress that is parents place on ourselves is absolutely stupid and crazy. \u00a0The stress others put on us by telling us to do this or that ‘because it’s christmas’. \u00a0The ‘trying to do what’s right’. \u00a0The buying of presents and trying to keep to a budget but feeling shit as we’ve only spent \u00a3X pounds etc. \u00a0I love my kids and do love buying them Christmas presents but I don’t feel it has to be Christmas to tell them I love them, treat them or spend time with them. \u00a0So much tears at me. \u00a0I wish my parents were alive to see my kids grow up. \u00a0It really does deeply sadden me that they won’t know the grandparents on this side of the family. \u00a0I feel I was let down in some ways as a kid and now feel that I’m kind of letting them down as my parents are dead. It’s crazy. \u00a0It’s stress. \u00a0Hey ho.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It’s Christmas Day tomorrow. \u00a0I love and hate this time of year. \u00a0There’s a whole lost of why for both sides of it. \u00a0 The stress that is parents place on ourselves is absolutely stupid and crazy. \u00a0The stress others put on us by telling us to do this or that ‘because it’s christmas’. \u00a0The … Continue reading A torn time of year<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1939","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1939"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1939"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1939\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1940,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1939\/revisions\/1940"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1939"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1939"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1939"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}