{"id":1946,"date":"2019-02-20T07:57:04","date_gmt":"2019-02-20T07:57:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1946"},"modified":"2019-02-20T09:53:07","modified_gmt":"2019-02-20T09:53:07","slug":"everything-can-fuck-off","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1946","title":{"rendered":"Everything can fuck off"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m tired of everything. It can all fuck off. \u00a0I\u2019m tired of a sexless marriage. \u00a0It\u2019s cold. \u00a0I\u2019m tired of the coldness. \u00a0I don\u2019t think I can keep living like this. I\u2019m 44. I\u2019m not 94. \u00a0I don\u2019t think I can survive it any more. \u00a0It\u2019s time to reassess my life fully. \u00a0The house is a shit hole. The garden is a shit hole. The boiler has been broken almost 2 1\/2 years. \u00a0I\u2019m pretty much the sole earner now and I can\u2019t jeep it going or together. I\u2019m sick and tired of working my arse off for absolutely fuck all other than tax\u2019s and bills. \u00a0There\u2019s never anything left. In fact it\u2019s the opposite. I get more debt. I\u2019m the one who has toshoulder it all. Always. \u00a0Fuck it all. \u00a0Oh and it\u2019s 11 years ago since my mum died today. \u00a0She was 53 if I die at that age I\u2019ve not got long left. Maybe time to start thinking about living properly not in a cold shouldered relationship. \u00a0Who knows. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m tired of everything. It can all fuck off. \u00a0I\u2019m tired of a sexless marriage. \u00a0It\u2019s cold. \u00a0I\u2019m tired of the coldness. \u00a0I don\u2019t think I can keep living like this. I\u2019m 44. I\u2019m not 94. \u00a0I don\u2019t think I can survive it any more. \u00a0It\u2019s time to reassess my life fully. \u00a0The house is … Continue reading Everything can fuck off<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1946","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1946"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1946"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1946\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1948,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1946\/revisions\/1948"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1946"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1946"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1946"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}