{"id":1959,"date":"2019-03-27T18:41:29","date_gmt":"2019-03-27T18:41:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1959"},"modified":"2019-03-27T18:41:29","modified_gmt":"2019-03-27T18:41:29","slug":"today-was-a-good-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1959","title":{"rendered":"Today was a good day…."},"content":{"rendered":"

Today I\u2019ve felt good. I\u2019ve got lots done. Now I wish I were back at work. It would seem I\u2019m not allowed to be jolly or jovial in my own house. \u00a0I\u2019m fucking sick of it. \u00a0Maybe it\u2019s time I looked for somewhere else to live. \u00a0I\u2019ve had a week of really bad stomach upset. I\u2019ve had time off work over it. I\u2019m back at it now though. \u00a0I\u2019ve got to be. I\u2019m a walking fucking wallet and I\u2019m sick of it. \u00a0I\u2019ve wirked my fucking fits off for the 10 years we\u2019ve lived where we do. I\u2019ve fought through severe mental illness. I\u2019ve fought through almost being broke every 3 months lately. \u00a0I\u2019ve fought through far too fucking much. Fuck it all. It can all fuck off. My wife is miserable whoever I\u2019m in a good mood. My daughter swears at me and tells me to fuck off. \u00a0I think I finally get the message. They want me to fuck off. Maybe I actually will. Fuck it all. Sell the house and pocket half what\u2019s left after the mortgage is paid. I doubt it\u2019ll be too much as the house is in need of shit doing to it. \u00a0Not least a new boiler. \u00a0Time I started loving for myself instead of being a slave to a huge fucking debt that was put upon me months after my mum died. How fucking cruel. Pushing me to sell and move house months after my mums death. No time to grieve. \u00a0Ever. Nope. Just wait a few years and mentally crack badly and live through 12-18 months of a mental breakdown while still having to work and pay most of the bills. \u00a0It can all FUCK OFF.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Today I\u2019ve felt good. I\u2019ve got lots done. Now I wish I were back at work. It would seem I\u2019m not allowed to be jolly or jovial in my own house. \u00a0I\u2019m fucking sick of it. \u00a0Maybe it\u2019s time I looked for somewhere else to live. \u00a0I\u2019ve had a week of really bad stomach upset. … Continue reading Today was a good day….<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1959","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1959"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1959"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1959\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1960,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1959\/revisions\/1960"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1959"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1959"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1959"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}