{"id":1973,"date":"2019-04-14T18:16:43","date_gmt":"2019-04-14T18:16:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1973"},"modified":"2019-04-14T18:16:43","modified_gmt":"2019-04-14T18:16:43","slug":"cut-me-down-and-i-grow-back-stronger","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1973","title":{"rendered":"Cut me down and I grow back stronger"},"content":{"rendered":"

Every time I break or get knocked down I get back up stronger. I mend. I\u2019m resilient. I grow. I find a way back on track. \u00a0I will never be beaten fully as long as I have a breath in my body. \u00a0I fight and continue to fight. \u00a0The older I get the more I realise how fortunate I am in life and how much I\u2019ve learned in life so far. \u00a0I wish I could help others more than I do. Maybe one day I\u2019ll find a way and find more strength so I can actively help others. \u00a0I don\u2019t know yet but if I can I\u2019ll find a way. Life is what it is and I am lucky to have loving support. \u00a0I\u2019m not always easy to be around but when I\u2019m well I try to support people back. A friend checked in on me a few nights ago as he was worried about me and how much I was posting on Facebook about death. \u00a0It really meant a lot to me and possibly more than he\u2019ll ever know. \u00a0He was right. \u00a0I was obsessing with death. I\u2019d been looking at trees again looking at their nice high strong branches which I could hang myself from. \u00a0I told nobody about it but it obviously came out online in things. \u00a0Luckily it was yet another dip and blip. \u00a0It\u2019ll soon be the anniversary of my fathers death and I know this is what has affected me. \u00a0I knew beforehand too but it doesn\u2019t stop it happening. \u00a0Im a survivor. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Every time I break or get knocked down I get back up stronger. I mend. I\u2019m resilient. I grow. I find a way back on track. \u00a0I will never be beaten fully as long as I have a breath in my body. \u00a0I fight and continue to fight. \u00a0The older I get the more I … Continue reading Cut me down and I grow back stronger<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1973","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1973"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1973"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1973\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1974,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1973\/revisions\/1974"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1973"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1973"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1973"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}