{"id":1980,"date":"2019-04-28T06:24:21","date_gmt":"2019-04-28T06:24:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1980"},"modified":"2019-04-28T06:24:21","modified_gmt":"2019-04-28T06:24:21","slug":"how-long-do-i-keep-going","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1980","title":{"rendered":"How long do I keep going?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Nothing gets easier. \u00a0It\u2019s a constant push. \u00a0Money is always owed to me and I always owe money. \u00a0I hate the stress of it. \u00a0It\u2019ll be the death of me. \u00a0Heart attack or stroke. \u00a0Who knows. \u00a0It\u2019s ageing me fast that\u2019s for sure. \u00a0 A constant battle inside and out. \u00a0Yet still I know I\u2019m lucky. \u00a0Nuts most of the time but lucky. \u00a0Nuts I can live with. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nothing gets easier. \u00a0It\u2019s a constant push. \u00a0Money is always owed to me and I always owe money. \u00a0I hate the stress of it. \u00a0It\u2019ll be the death of me. \u00a0Heart attack or stroke. \u00a0Who knows. \u00a0It\u2019s ageing me fast that\u2019s for sure. \u00a0 A constant battle inside and out. \u00a0Yet still I know I\u2019m &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1980\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">How long do I keep going?<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1980","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1980"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1980"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1980\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1981,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1980\/revisions\/1981"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1980"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1980"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1980"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}