{"id":1989,"date":"2019-06-10T15:00:02","date_gmt":"2019-06-10T15:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1989"},"modified":"2019-06-10T15:00:02","modified_gmt":"2019-06-10T15:00:02","slug":"tired-sleeping-lots","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1989","title":{"rendered":"Tired.  Sleeping lots"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I\u2019m tired all of the time. \u00a0This week I\u2019ve decided that I\u2019ll do less. \u00a0Maybe have a day or two off. \u00a0I\u2019ve worked hard lately and maybe it\u2019s catching up with me. \u00a0I don\u2019t know. \u00a0My dreams have been reflections of the past of late. \u00a0 I\u2019m off Facebook intermittently again. \u00a0Some on there are doing my head in. \u00a0Cunts. \u00a0Not all. \u00a08 hours sleep a night and about 2 hours during the day. \u00a0It\u2019s still not enough. \u00a0I wonder what it\u2019s like to sleep forever. \u00a0 Hay fever is affecting me. \u00a0That tired me I do know. \u00a0People tire me. \u00a0Work tires me. \u00a0I need to eat more healthily again. \u00a0I\u2019ve been craving rubbish. \u00a0I\u2019m almost on top of both allotments and the field. \u00a0Fishing isn\u2019t doing it for me. \u00a0I hate it at the moment. \u00a0Food growing at the field needs to be got on top of. \u00a0It\u2019s tricky. \u00a0The tree roots are now near the surface as I\u2019ve made the ground fertile. \u00a0They\u2019re sucking the goodness, the moisture, the life out of the soil. \u00a0Much like my life is being sucked out. \u00a0I&#8217;m feeling thin, like butter spread \u00a0over too much bread. \u00a0No second breakfast for me. \u00a0Friends online have disappeared. \u00a0Friends hahahahaha. \u00a0It\u2019s often a one way friendship when I\u2019m here only when needed.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/IMG_3201.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-1782\" src=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/IMG_3201-300x169.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/IMG_3201-300x169.png 300w, https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/IMG_3201-768x432.png 768w, https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/IMG_3201-1024x576.png 1024w, https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/IMG_3201.png 1334w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m tired all of the time. \u00a0This week I\u2019ve decided that I\u2019ll do less. \u00a0Maybe have a day or two off. \u00a0I\u2019ve worked hard lately and maybe it\u2019s catching up with me. \u00a0I don\u2019t know. \u00a0My dreams have been reflections of the past of late. \u00a0 I\u2019m off Facebook intermittently again. \u00a0Some on there are &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=1989\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Tired.  Sleeping lots<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1989","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1989"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1989"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1989\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1990,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1989\/revisions\/1990"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1989"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1989"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1989"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}