{"id":2023,"date":"2019-07-22T20:09:04","date_gmt":"2019-07-22T20:09:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2023"},"modified":"2019-07-22T20:09:04","modified_gmt":"2019-07-22T20:09:04","slug":"always-tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2023","title":{"rendered":"Always tired"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>So much I could say. So much has gotten to me lately. I\u2019m constantly tired. \u00a0I\u2019m sleeping 7-8 hours at night plus 1-3 hours late afternoon. Tired. \u00a0Work is ok. \u00a0I\u2019m pushing through. I\u2019m getting things done. \u00a0I\u2019m still fighting for my future. \u00a0I\u2019m not sure what future that is or how long it will last or be. \u00a0Who knows. \u00a0I think I\u2019m destined to die young but hope I get old. \u00a0It\u2019s all confusing. \u00a0I\u2019m too unsettled and indecisive. Maybe I really do need to up my dose of meds. \u00a0I don\u2019t know. \u00a0I\u2019ll maybe keep riding it out for now. \u00a0Bipolar is killing me. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So much I could say. So much has gotten to me lately. I\u2019m constantly tired. \u00a0I\u2019m sleeping 7-8 hours at night plus 1-3 hours late afternoon. Tired. \u00a0Work is ok. \u00a0I\u2019m pushing through. I\u2019m getting things done. \u00a0I\u2019m still fighting for my future. \u00a0I\u2019m not sure what future that is or how long it will &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2023\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Always tired<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2023","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2023"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2023"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2023\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2024,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2023\/revisions\/2024"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2023"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2023"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2023"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}