{"id":2025,"date":"2019-07-24T10:06:06","date_gmt":"2019-07-24T10:06:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2025"},"modified":"2019-07-24T10:06:06","modified_gmt":"2019-07-24T10:06:06","slug":"where-to-go-with-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2025","title":{"rendered":"Where to go with it"},"content":{"rendered":"

My head has been too busy lately. \u00a0Too often I let others get inside. \u00a0It\u2019s crowded enough with just myself in here. \u00a0I\u2019ve thought about a way out but I\u2019ll not take that path yet, if ever. \u00a0Where do I go from here? Stability is a very fine balancing act. \u00a0I\u2019ve had so much rage and anger inside lately it\u2019s chewed away at me. \u00a0Maybe it\u2019s part of the reason I\u2019ve been so tired. It all takes its toll on me. \u00a0I\u2019m hoping to see things more clearly soon. Life can be such a delicate and fine balancing act for me. \u00a0I\u2019m on Facebook less. It\u2019s better for my brain. \u00a0I sometimes wish I was dumb or less intelligent if I\u2019m intelligent at all that is. \u00a0Sometimes it\u2019s so hard to see the good in myself orin the things I do. \u00a0It will pass. \u00a0It has to. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

My head has been too busy lately. \u00a0Too often I let others get inside. \u00a0It\u2019s crowded enough with just myself in here. \u00a0I\u2019ve thought about a way out but I\u2019ll not take that path yet, if ever. \u00a0Where do I go from here? Stability is a very fine balancing act. \u00a0I\u2019ve had so much rage … Continue reading Where to go with it<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2025","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2025"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2025"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2025\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2026,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2025\/revisions\/2026"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2025"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2025"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2025"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}