{"id":2033,"date":"2019-07-29T21:49:45","date_gmt":"2019-07-29T21:49:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2033"},"modified":"2019-07-29T21:49:45","modified_gmt":"2019-07-29T21:49:45","slug":"paranoia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2033","title":{"rendered":"Paranoia"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Things are going ok. \u00a0In fact something good happened today. However I still get paranoid that it\u2019ll go wrong. \u00a0Why do I think like this still? \u00a0Things are going well but I think they\u2019ll fuck up. Every time. \u00a0I\u2019m in a pretty good place mentally so why? I guess it\u2019s default settings in my brain. \u00a0It\u2019ll take time and work but I will overcome it. \u00a0I think I\u2019ll end up cutting a few more things and people out of my life to help myself more. \u00a0There\u2019ll soon only be myself left and I\u2019m my own worst enemy. \u00a0I\u2019ll win. \u00a0I know I will. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Things are going ok. \u00a0In fact something good happened today. However I still get paranoid that it\u2019ll go wrong. \u00a0Why do I think like this still? \u00a0Things are going well but I think they\u2019ll fuck up. Every time. \u00a0I\u2019m in a pretty good place mentally so why? I guess it\u2019s default settings in my brain. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2033\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Paranoia<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2033","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2033"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2033"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2033\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2034,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2033\/revisions\/2034"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2033"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2033"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2033"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}