{"id":2041,"date":"2019-08-11T16:50:27","date_gmt":"2019-08-11T16:50:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2041"},"modified":"2019-08-11T16:50:27","modified_gmt":"2019-08-11T16:50:27","slug":"bad-dreams-back-haunting-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2041","title":{"rendered":"Bad dreams back haunting me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>The last few night my sleep hasn\u2019t been as good as usual. \u00a0I\u2019ve had bad dreams. \u00a0I\u2019ve woken up with back ache. \u00a0Maybe the Succubi have been after me or perhaps the daemons again. \u00a0Similar scenarios as usual in my bad dreams. \u00a0Situations I cannot stop or change. Fighting hard but not making an impact. \u00a0Bad situations from life that I have had no control over. \u00a0Anxieties. \u00a0Even some things I can\u2019t remember. \u00a0Maybe it\u2019s just that time of year again. \u00a0The year is waning. \u00a0It\u2019s dying. \u00a0The death that is winter is coming. Am I ready for any mental onslaught that often happens this time of the year onwards? \u00a0I don\u2019t know. \u00a0I\u2019ll find out soon enough though. \u00a0I have no choice. \u00a0Maybe I\u2019ll invoke again. \u00a0I will fight hard regardless. \u00a0It is what it is. \u00a0I see pain everywhere. \u00a0I feel too much too often. \u00a0Coldness too. \u00a0It\u2019s painful. \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The last few night my sleep hasn\u2019t been as good as usual. \u00a0I\u2019ve had bad dreams. \u00a0I\u2019ve woken up with back ache. \u00a0Maybe the Succubi have been after me or perhaps the daemons again. \u00a0Similar scenarios as usual in my bad dreams. \u00a0Situations I cannot stop or change. Fighting hard but not making an impact. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2041\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Bad dreams back haunting me<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2041","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2041"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2041"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2041\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2042,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2041\/revisions\/2042"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2041"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2041"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2041"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}