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I\u2019ve meant to blog for a day or two but someone has tried hacking the website so I\u2019ve not been able to.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0Where am I at? \u00a0Hmmm. \u00a0The last week was tricky. \u00a0I have my suspicions as to why. It\u2019s a rollercoaster that\u2019s for sure. \u00a0I\u2019m almost 46 and am wondering if I\u2019ve become what I never wanted to become in life. \u00a0I\u2019m wondering if I\u2019m still young or am I already getting old? \u00a0Am I still capable? \u00a0I think I am. \u00a0There\u2019s so much I want to achieve in life. There\u2019s so much I intended to do but things have changed. \u00a0If at the end of my life people think I\u2019ve lived an average life I\u2019ll be happy. \u00a0Happy because it means in some ways I\u2019ve remained hidden and happy because what goes on in my head hasn\u2019t escaped too much.<\/div>\n
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What really is life? Is it simply an imagination? Is it an alien in a virtual reality game playing a character and at death we just remove the headset\/blindfold. \u00a0Maybe I need to get out of my head. \u00a0Out of it fully and look in. \u00a0Often I make myself busy doing things but neglect the inner workings. Workings which I used to spend so much time on. \u00a0Life certainly is circular. \u00a0Ouroboros. \u00a0It\u2019s always hidden yet it\u2019s in plain sight. \u00a0Everything is. \u00a0Mind gymnastics.<\/div>\n
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Letting the thoughts run free…hmmm….good or bad I don\u2019t know. \u00a0 What more can I do. \u00a0What more should I do. \u00a0What should I strive for. \u00a0To be a warrior? \u00a0Life is about all of it.<\/div>\n
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Thoughts come. Thoughts go. \u00a0Up and down and all around. \u00a0Escape is the way.<\/div>\n
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Maybe leaving earth is the way forwards. I wonder if everyone who\u2019s a deep seated Christian thinks they\u2019re living in the end times like The Book of Revelation. \u00a0Maybe this is all just my reality and there is no such thing as others. \u00a0Maybe they\u2019re just part of my imagination. \u00a0My will as a magician is being tested perhaps. \u00a0Maybe this path was chosen for me or I chose it. \u00a0Maybe nothing is real. Maybe everything is possible.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0Eh Yeh Asher Eh Yeh.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve meant to blog for a day or two but someone has tried hacking the website so I\u2019ve not been able to. \u00a0Where am I at? \u00a0Hmmm. \u00a0The last week was tricky. \u00a0I have my suspicions as to why. It\u2019s a rollercoaster that\u2019s for sure. \u00a0I\u2019m almost 46 and am wondering if I\u2019ve become what … Continue reading Hacking attempts<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2114"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2114"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2114\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2115,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2114\/revisions\/2115"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}