{"id":2178,"date":"2022-10-05T18:24:08","date_gmt":"2022-10-05T18:24:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2178"},"modified":"2022-10-05T18:24:08","modified_gmt":"2022-10-05T18:24:08","slug":"oh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2178","title":{"rendered":"Oh!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>A friend and I have been chatting on messenger this afternoon. He\u2019s told me to keep an eye on my moods as he\u2019s seen the signs building. We chatted about where we are both at. I know what he means. My thoughts have been faster. \u00a0I admitted to him that yesterday I came close to going up the road to bash someone, they really do deserve it. They were working 2 houses up from me and I found myself running through in my mind what I\u2019d do and how I\u2019d do it. My mate was impressed that I didn\u2019t. Too much trouble would come from it for sure as it would\u2019ve looked unprovoked to anyone witnessing it. Whereas I know it would be about the abuse he put someone through and me sorting him out for it. \u00a0I wasn\u2019t wound up either. \u00a0Luckily I used the energy to crack on with my work.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I guess it\u2019s that time of year for me where things can build up. It\u2019s around now where I ponder if I\u2019ll make it through winter this year, a thought I have every year, and my dreams have been much more vivid too. \u00a0Hmmm.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong> \u00a0On another note tomorrow is Unminding on Twitter spaces and will then afterwards become a podcast on various platforms including their website which I\u2019ve shared before. \u00a0Give Gem and Sam a listen. Here\u2019s their website again.\u00a0www.theunmindingproject.com<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A friend and I have been chatting on messenger this afternoon. He\u2019s told me to keep an eye on my moods as he\u2019s seen the signs building. We chatted about where we are both at. I know what he means. My thoughts have been faster. \u00a0I admitted to him that yesterday I came close to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=2178\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Oh!<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2178","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2178"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2178"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2178\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2179,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2178\/revisions\/2179"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2178"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2178"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2178"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}