So here I am. Day 21 of semen retention and so far it\u2019s reasonably tough this morning. Yesterday was similar. My testosterone is probably peaking again, which seems to happen every 6-7 days, as I\u2019m horny as fuck right now and can feel huge masculine energy simmering inside me. I\u2019ll hz file it because I know what it is. Before SR it would\u2019ve driven me pretty crazy feeling like this. I\u2019m using that energy in a different way now though. It\u2019s fuelling my workouts and my life. I\u2019m funnelling it with ficus to improve my life and increase my workload and productivity. Living a semi monk type life isn\u2019t easy but it\u2019s starting to be rewarding. I\u2019m getting some inner strength which I didn\u2019t think I\u2019d ever be able to access. The control over mind comes too. I\u2019ve never lacked focus and drive when needed but this is so very different. I guess it\u2019s the I AM energy within me. We all have this. Often we don\u2019t know it though. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
So here I am. Day 21 of semen retention and so far it\u2019s reasonably tough this morning. Yesterday was similar. My testosterone is probably peaking again, which seems to happen every 6-7 days, as I\u2019m horny as fuck right now and can feel huge masculine energy simmering inside me. I\u2019ll hz file it because I … Continue reading Day 21<\/span>