Today I\u2019m in huge mental pain. It\u2019s ducking hard to deal with. I\u2019ve hardly slept. I\u2019ll survive. I can\u2019t talk about it right now other than to say I had a huge kick in the guts yesterday. I\u2019m trying to do my absolute best for someone that I love dearly but fuck me I\u2019m hurting today. Watching someone you care about living out a mental breakdown is fucking hard. Watching them glitter hours away online distracting themselves and doing other things too really is hard. I\u2019m going to have to contemplate on what my actions will be from here forwards. My kids come first. If they\u2019re hurting then I will need to act. I\u2019m in no hurry to take action yet though as I really do want to support the person I\u2019m trying to help. What hurts is I cannot talk to others about it. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Today I\u2019m in huge mental pain. It\u2019s ducking hard to deal with. I\u2019ve hardly slept. I\u2019ll survive. I can\u2019t talk about it right now other than to say I had a huge kick in the guts yesterday. I\u2019m trying to do my absolute best for someone that I love dearly but fuck me I\u2019m hurting … Continue reading Mental pain<\/span>