{"id":267,"date":"2014-04-15T05:49:43","date_gmt":"2014-04-15T05:49:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=267"},"modified":"2014-04-15T05:49:43","modified_gmt":"2014-04-15T05:49:43","slug":"close-to-tipping","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=267","title":{"rendered":"Close to tipping"},"content":{"rendered":"

I had a really good day yesterday, both at work and within myself, until later in the day\/evening. I went into my office to start doing my VAT and really couldn’t be bothered. I noticed I had a slight headache and wasn’t feeling great. I explained to my wife how I couldn’t be bothered with doing the VAT and that whilst feeling like that I should leave it alone, so I did. I went and had a long hot bath. Normally I would push through regardless. I’m glad I didn’t because I’m pretty sure I avoided a tipping point in my mood. Looking back I would normally of forced myself to get on with the VAT sand ended up stressed, tired and nosediving. This morning I’m feeling quite relaxed and good again, not too high. I think I’m lucky that I’ve avoided a huge mood crash and a day or two of depression and worry. It’s difficult to know when instinct is instinct and not laziness. Instinct is always right with me, but when it’s laziness I end up stressed because of putting things off.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Today is another great day for getting on with things and I’ve promised myself that if I feel good when I get in I will start my VAT, even if I don’t finish it. Luckily I steer clear of coffee now or I would of drank strong coffee last night and forced myself into my office. What a difference some clear thinking can provide! I’m still yet to start my list of goals in life, family, business etc, but I will. In fact I will start now.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I had a really good day yesterday, both at work and within myself, until later in the day\/evening. I went into my office to start doing my VAT and really couldn’t be bothered. I noticed I had a slight headache and wasn’t feeling great. I explained to my wife how I couldn’t be bothered with … Continue reading Close to tipping<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-267","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=267"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":268,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions\/268"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=267"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=267"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=267"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}