{"id":342,"date":"2014-05-04T19:37:46","date_gmt":"2014-05-04T19:37:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=342"},"modified":"2014-05-04T19:38:18","modified_gmt":"2014-05-04T19:38:18","slug":"not-at-my-best","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=342","title":{"rendered":"Not at my best"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Today has been OK but I&#8217;m not at my best. I&#8217;ve struggled. I&#8217;ve felt a bit paranoid at times. It&#8217;s all just part of being me I guess. I&#8217;m always trying to work other people out but never can. I don&#8217;t seem to be able to get close. At times like this I don&#8217;t think anyone understands me at all or that I understand anybody. I feel like people have an ulterior motive.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I think I&#8217;ll go to bed shortly out of the way. I&#8217;ll go read and then sleep.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today has been OK but I&#8217;m not at my best. I&#8217;ve struggled. I&#8217;ve felt a bit paranoid at times. It&#8217;s all just part of being me I guess. I&#8217;m always trying to work other people out but never can. I don&#8217;t seem to be able to get close. At times like this I don&#8217;t think &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=342\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Not at my best<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-342","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=342"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":344,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342\/revisions\/344"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}