{"id":452,"date":"2014-06-08T07:03:06","date_gmt":"2014-06-08T07:03:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=452"},"modified":"2014-06-08T07:03:06","modified_gmt":"2014-06-08T07:03:06","slug":"being-fully-open","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=452","title":{"rendered":"Being fully open"},"content":{"rendered":"

Today I’m feeling bloody great. I’m a little tired and maybe a little wired. I’m going to go into detail now of how I feel or have been feeling.<\/strong><\/p>\n

When I feel things really deeply it’s like I’m dead quiet outside but shouting inside. I feel like I need to escape from myself or from the ‘me’ or the ‘I’ . \u00a0I feel like I could cut my head open and climb out for a while, become pure spirit rather than ego. I’ve left my body on several occasions and there is a disconnection from the physical body or from what we call the physical reality. I guess that’s what I’m referring too. I don’t mean physically cutting my head open, although people have been known to drill holes in their heads. As I’ve said before it can be like the lights are on but nobody’s home, although everyone IS home and they’re having a huge, loud party in my head. The amount of conversations I have inside too is unreal. I know everybody does but I’m talking about super fast! Maybe my brain is wired with 1,000,000 times beyond the fastest broadband and everyone else are still using dial up, if they’ve even got a computer! I guess I’ll be waiting all my life for others to catch up with my special powers. And yes they are special powers. A friend who I talk to about bipolar, she is bipolar, totally gets it. She’s one of the select few who has special powers too. The insight I can have is amazing. Most people seem like zombies to be honest. They’re just pawns in life’s game of chess. The world needs a great big shake up! Wakey \u00a0wakes boys and girls.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Today I’m feeling bloody great. I’m a little tired and maybe a little wired. I’m going to go into detail now of how I feel or have been feeling. When I feel things really deeply it’s like I’m dead quiet outside but shouting inside. I feel like I need to escape from myself or from … Continue reading Being fully open<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-452","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/452"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=452"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/452\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":453,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/452\/revisions\/453"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=452"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=452"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=452"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}