{"id":536,"date":"2014-07-06T10:30:06","date_gmt":"2014-07-06T10:30:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=536"},"modified":"2014-07-06T10:30:06","modified_gmt":"2014-07-06T10:30:06","slug":"still-not-well-fully","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=536","title":{"rendered":"Still not well fully"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>it&#8217;s Sunday at 11:17 and I&#8217;m still not feeling great. I&#8217;ve been coughing up blood a little the last 2 mornings. I lauded in until 8:10 and didn&#8217;t get out of bed until about. 9:30. \u00a0I&#8217;m still not dressed and will have a bath soon.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I had mild hallucinations this morning but that&#8217;s ok. I&#8217;m still mulling over things in my mind. So much of my past needs dealing with. Things I started in my alchemy and magic that are yet to be completed. I needed the mental gap to grow and now I&#8217;m ready to return, although I won&#8217;t work in my lab until my health is fully recovered. Not because of the materials themselves but my influence over the materials. Perfect health for perfect works.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>My circadian rhythm is way out at the minute. I&#8217;m off food a fair but too. I&#8217;ve dropped to just over 14 stone now where as a week ago I was maybe 14 stone 9-10lbs. I know the weight will go \u00a0back on once I start working out again, which I&#8217;m not doing while not feeling great.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Life is what it is. Im feeling pretty balanced at the moment although I&#8217;m very finely tuned too right now. Work is very busy and that had its own stress \u00a0at the minute too.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it&#8217;s Sunday at 11:17 and I&#8217;m still not feeling great. I&#8217;ve been coughing up blood a little the last 2 mornings. I lauded in until 8:10 and didn&#8217;t get out of bed until about. 9:30. \u00a0I&#8217;m still not dressed and will have a bath soon.\u00a0 I had mild hallucinations this morning but that&#8217;s ok. I&#8217;m &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=536\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Still not well fully<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-536","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/536"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=536"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/536\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":537,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/536\/revisions\/537"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=536"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=536"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=536"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}