{"id":623,"date":"2014-08-07T18:08:24","date_gmt":"2014-08-07T18:08:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=623"},"modified":"2014-08-07T18:08:24","modified_gmt":"2014-08-07T18:08:24","slug":"a-very-productive-busy-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=623","title":{"rendered":"A very productive busy day"},"content":{"rendered":"

Today has been really productive. Ive done the work of at least 2 people today and maybe a day and a quarter too. It’s good to get that much done, but if I’m honest it’s really taken its toll on me physically and mentally. Most of today I’ve felt like I am on the edge of the precipice waiting to just fall backwards into it whilst laying back and relaxing into it. I’m pretty sure I’ve been on a high for at least 5-6 weeks now. I fear the drop off. I fear it mentally and physically. I’ve had a cough, which is only just lingering, for about 6 weeks too. I’m still producing phlegm sometimes when I cough. I’ll live though, I always do. It’s been ages since I last died although over the last few weeks I’ve wished for it several times. Anyway I’m not going anywhere yet. I’ve lots to accomplish.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

I need to figure out what I do next business wise and life too. If I didn’t have to work I most certainly wouldn’t. There’s so much more to life than work. I’ve also noticed today my gums are sore. I think I’m getting run down. I’m pretty concerned about my wife and her health too. She went to the doctors yesterday and he sent her straight to hospital for a blood test. She’s feeling worn out and in pain.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

I’m still trying to be as present as I can but today I failed miserably until just now. Maybe I should become a spiritual guru with lots of followers and a big mansion type retreat all paid for by my followers of course, then I can be really present! Maybe not though. Onwards and upwards.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Today has been really productive. Ive done the work of at least 2 people today and maybe a day and a quarter too. It’s good to get that much done, but if I’m honest it’s really taken its toll on me physically and mentally. Most of today I’ve felt like I am on the edge … Continue reading A very productive busy day<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-623","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/623"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=623"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/623\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":624,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/623\/revisions\/624"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=623"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=623"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=623"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}