{"id":632,"date":"2014-08-10T15:21:52","date_gmt":"2014-08-10T15:21:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=632"},"modified":"2014-08-10T15:22:21","modified_gmt":"2014-08-10T15:22:21","slug":"632","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=632","title":{"rendered":"Conversations"},"content":{"rendered":"

Why is it that people talk so much about the past? \u00a0Things they’ve done or things they remember. \u00a0Does it give them a sense of identity? \u00a0Are we all made from past memories? When will we move forwards and escape from this ? If we are formed from the past like this then surely at some point there is reason to break free and move onwards or forwards ? Why keep going on about these things? Strange.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

I think it’s time to have some mental space. People wear me down. I feel like I have to constantly perform , to be what they think I am, what they project onto me. I’m not that person. I’m me. It’s a shame they don’t want to know who I am really. \u00a0It’s all so false. \u00a0A falsehood of reality. I guess most people don’t realise that they’re acting at being themselves , portraying a toke that’s not real, pretending to be the version of themselves that others who act too project onto them. I’m tired of it all. Tired of all the falseness.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Why is it that people talk so much about the past? \u00a0Things they’ve done or things they remember. \u00a0Does it give them a sense of identity? \u00a0Are we all made from past memories? When will we move forwards and escape from this ? If we are formed from the past like this then surely at … Continue reading Conversations<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-632","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/632"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=632"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/632\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":634,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/632\/revisions\/634"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=632"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=632"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=632"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}