{"id":691,"date":"2014-08-25T11:40:44","date_gmt":"2014-08-25T11:40:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=691"},"modified":"2014-08-25T11:40:44","modified_gmt":"2014-08-25T11:40:44","slug":"a-strange-day-so-far","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=691","title":{"rendered":"A strange day so far :-\/"},"content":{"rendered":"

I managed to have a lay in this morning and so far it’s been a lazy day but I’m feeling edgy to say the least. I can’t explain it but I’m edgy and fragile and it’s been a while since I’ve felt like this. I’m hoping it’s just that I’m a little tired and in need of some rest.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

I’ve read a few kindle books recently about bipolar and schizophrenia recently and I can relate to all of them in various different ways. It’s very eye opening and it’s also very worrying too I guess. I’m figuring that I’ve been lucky that I decided to keep a diary as much as possible and I’m always trying to keep on top of any triggers. It doesn’t always mean that I am on too but at least I try my best to keep on too. Although at times I feel very fake about it all and feel that there’s nothing wrong with me at all, well until I catch my thoughts racing or catch them being pretty odd and disjointed.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

I’m hoping to do a workout later but if I feel like this still then I’ll go meditate instead. I had lots in mind to write but I can’t remember any of it for now. Oh well.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I managed to have a lay in this morning and so far it’s been a lazy day but I’m feeling edgy to say the least. I can’t explain it but I’m edgy and fragile and it’s been a while since I’ve felt like this. I’m hoping it’s just that I’m a little tired and in … Continue reading A strange day so far :-\/<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-691","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/691"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=691"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/691\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":692,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/691\/revisions\/692"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=691"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=691"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=691"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}