{"id":749,"date":"2014-09-13T12:57:22","date_gmt":"2014-09-13T12:57:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=749"},"modified":"2014-09-13T12:57:22","modified_gmt":"2014-09-13T12:57:22","slug":"memory","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=749","title":{"rendered":"Memory?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I thought I&#8217;d already written today. I&#8217;ve not though. My memory is all over the place. I&#8217;m behind on pricing too. I&#8217;m tired. I&#8217;m cold. I&#8217;m worn out. At least I&#8217;m feeling something I guess. I&#8217;m trying to lift myself up but I&#8217;ve slipped. I&#8217;m hanging over the edge of the abyss barely clinging on by my finger nails and I&#8217;m loosing grip. I can&#8217;t see the bottom either because it&#8217;s a deep dark hole. I&#8217;ve not got a parachute on either so if I fall I fall right down. Nothing makes sense right now. My memory is bad at the moment too. My ears are ringing. I&#8217;ve said to my wife that we should possibly go out for a walk later because it can lift me afterwards but I really can&#8217;t be bothered. I&#8217;ve taken St Johns Wort last night and this morning. Hopefully it&#8217;ll help lift me up a bit, but I don&#8217;t want to get high as much as I love being high. I just want to be level.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I&#8217;d already written today. I&#8217;ve not though. My memory is all over the place. I&#8217;m behind on pricing too. I&#8217;m tired. I&#8217;m cold. I&#8217;m worn out. At least I&#8217;m feeling something I guess. I&#8217;m trying to lift myself up but I&#8217;ve slipped. I&#8217;m hanging over the edge of the abyss barely clinging on &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=749\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Memory?<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-749","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/749"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=749"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/749\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":750,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/749\/revisions\/750"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=749"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=749"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=749"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}