{"id":791,"date":"2014-10-01T18:35:56","date_gmt":"2014-10-01T18:35:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=791"},"modified":"2014-10-01T18:35:56","modified_gmt":"2014-10-01T18:35:56","slug":"inner-calm-is-growing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=791","title":{"rendered":"Inner calm is growing."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>My inner calm has started to grow a little , maybe more than a little. I&#8217;m trying to be celibate. I&#8217;ve been this way since Monday now and it&#8217;s feeling ok. I&#8217;ve made the choice. It&#8217;s only for a brief while but I&#8217;m hoping it helps me understand myself better and helps me understand how I obsess or what might lead to hyper mania. I know I get much more horny before or during an episode so if I can keep on top of urges then maybe I can help myself better when I feel my mood is elevating. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>I&#8217;m looking to try for a few more days, at least a week I guess. There&#8217;s only one way I&#8217;ll find out. \u00a0I have been celibate for 2 weeks before. Maybe I&#8217;m just giving everything up. I gave up meat , alcohol and most caffeine. So I guess sex had to be next.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My inner calm has started to grow a little , maybe more than a little. I&#8217;m trying to be celibate. I&#8217;ve been this way since Monday now and it&#8217;s feeling ok. I&#8217;ve made the choice. It&#8217;s only for a brief while but I&#8217;m hoping it helps me understand myself better and helps me understand how &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=791\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Inner calm is growing.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-791","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/791"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=791"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/791\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":792,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/791\/revisions\/792"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=791"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=791"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=791"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}