{"id":804,"date":"2014-10-06T06:11:48","date_gmt":"2014-10-06T06:11:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=804"},"modified":"2014-10-06T06:11:48","modified_gmt":"2014-10-06T06:11:48","slug":"anxiety-creeps-in-a-little","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/?p=804","title":{"rendered":"Anxiety creeps in a little"},"content":{"rendered":"

I had a sleep yesterday afternoon partly because I had a huge energy tail off and partly because I was warty that I might not sleep last night. I was late going to be and was pretty wired. I lay still for ages before rolling on my side and letting go and going to sleep. I’m now unsure as to why I was awake late. Was it the afternoon sleep that threw me or was it that my mood was high yesterday and had been since Friday? I’m not sure. Maybe a little of both. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 Anyway I woke up really early this morning and dozed a few times before looking at the time. It was just before 6 so I lay still for a shirt while before getting up. Each time I woke up I was anxious. Luckily I seem to of put a lid back on the anxiety box for now. I really don’t want anxiety back. I can live with high moods, low moods and I can just about stomach mixed moods but anxiety just eats away at me too much. Far too much. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0At least for now I’m ok. My thoughts are faster than the last few weeks but I can live with that. I’d say I’m pretty much used to it to be honest. I’d kind of missed it. Although having said that I could happily just live the rest of my life with normal moods from now on, very happily in fact.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I had a sleep yesterday afternoon partly because I had a huge energy tail off and partly because I was warty that I might not sleep last night. I was late going to be and was pretty wired. I lay still for ages before rolling on my side and letting go and going to sleep. … Continue reading Anxiety creeps in a little<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-804","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/804"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=804"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/804\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":805,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/804\/revisions\/805"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=804"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=804"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thebipolarbuilder.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=804"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}