it’s all bonkers. Everything. Everything is bonkers. I’ve worked maybe 60-70 hours this week and am now finished until Monday first thing. My head is spinning and I think had it not been for the Meds I would of gone waaaaay off the scale. It’s hard to tell because I am on them and if I wasn’t on them maybe I would kind of be ok. I don’t know. Who knows. Anyway where was I. Mmmm yes. I’ve been working WAAAAY to hard and too much and as soon as this job is out of the way I get onto a really amazing job whe the customers are amazingly cool. I can’t wait. I’m excited.
So back to the Meds. I’m now on 150mg of Lamotrigine and go to see the GP on Monday to discuss inns. It’s the GP who didn’t refer me a few years ago and told me I didn’t have bipolar and possibly had cyclothymia and said to self refer to the wellbeing team. So I guess she will be shocked that I have been diagnosed as bipolar 1 or maybe she won’t even remember seeing me before……until I remind her haha. I was going to say I didn’t want to see her and that she was useless before but I will give her the benefit of the doubt and talk with her. She is very lucky that I will allow her to see me to be honest and I hope she is fucking clever and smart because she’s got a huge ball of awesome me coming along. Talking of which I can’t remember if I wrote about this last time or not but I did a paid for Mensa home test and have been asked if I would like to do the full 2 hour one because they scored my IQ at 148. Haha