I’m sitting here wondering what the rest of this year holds but more so what 2021 has in store. I think the UK will have another lockdown early next year and more people will question it. Things will be exasperated. More people will end up homeless and or out of work. There’s unrest griwing that’s for sure. So far I’ve been pretty mentally stable. I’ve been contemplating trying to come of my meds. I need to ponder it deeper I think. Weighing up the pros and cons has to be done when I’m not tired and not working so much. The risks of no meds would be possible deep depression and possible mania. Although I’ve learnt so much about myself the last 4-5 years I think I understand it all so much better, especially the warning signs of episodes.