A couple of weeks back i did some healing on someone. As i initially started at their neck i got a huge ”download” of what theyve been through in life and the trauma they’ve experienced. What really struck me was the pain they carry hidden, very possibly compartmentalised. The people that were involved with this were into the occult. I knew that by doing the healing session it would very possibly make them aware of me. I was quite correct too. I have been under psychic/occult attack since then but its only just fully dawned on me. Now I know what I’m dealing with I can move forwards. Its interesting to note the physical ailments attached to the attack too. I think the biggest surprise for me is that I am once again drawn into the occult/esoteric world. It’s been a double or triple prong attack too. I guess because I’ve remained hidden for several years I had forgotten how swift these things can be. High time for some ritual protection again. I’m hoping that the person i did healing on isn’t feeling too much themselves as iI was trying to draw the attacks away from them. Hopefully they are.
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Is it time to go and find the great unknown now?
I am tired. It’s put me to the edge of my reality or perhaps I’m rediscovering my true reality. I have taken a pill tonight since getting in from work as my mind has felt edgy and jaded. Sleep will hell no doubt so I will sleep soon. The last few days have been pretty strange. I have decided my life has to change snd have set about doing so. It’s a tough call too. Not easy. It’s done though. I would imagine this has added to my inner seeking mind state. Couple that with being much more in tune with my magickal mind again. The path chose me and I chose the path again. It’s time to walk it to the destinations. Clarity is always sought on this path to enlightenment but clarity isn’t always there. I will help others with their path though. It’s the way to learning oneself too. Student becomes teacher becomes student. The circle continues. We are the same person.
I’ve been away for a few days since Thursday last week until last night. I forgot to take the meds with me so have been mrs free all that time. I’m not going back now either. My thinking is so much clearer and my abilities are returning. They’d dulled me too much. I’m more in tune with my psychic abilities again and actually feel much more alive too. There’s some life changes coming, there always are, but I’ll face them properly and not hide from them now. My life is mine to be lived not to be subdued. I’m seeing things clearer now.
I’ve mentioned Molls and Gem at The Unminding Project a couple of times before but just thought I’d bring them up again. Listening to their podcast and talking to them has helped me quite a bit. I cannot recommend listening to their podcast enough. It’s full of enlightening content and fun to listen to with great banter. I know that they have big things coming their way but I also know they could do with help with donations or sponsorship. If anyone reading this can help them even with a small donation I know it will be used very very well. They really are lovely people. If you give them a listen let them know I sent you from here. www.theunmindingproject.com
Friends make a huge difference. Life is good. Sometimes we just have to step back and take a deep breath and chill the fuck out.
A friend and I have been chatting on messenger this afternoon. He’s told me to keep an eye on my moods as he’s seen the signs building. We chatted about where we are both at. I know what he means. My thoughts have been faster. I admitted to him that yesterday I came close to going up the road to bash someone, they really do deserve it. They were working 2 houses up from me and I found myself running through in my mind what I’d do and how I’d do it. My mate was impressed that I didn’t. Too much trouble would come from it for sure as it would’ve looked unprovoked to anyone witnessing it. Whereas I know it would be about the abuse he put someone through and me sorting him out for it. I wasn’t wound up either. Luckily I used the energy to crack on with my work.
I guess it’s that time of year for me where things can build up. It’s around now where I ponder if I’ll make it through winter this year, a thought I have every year, and my dreams have been much more vivid too. Hmmm.
On another note tomorrow is Unminding on Twitter spaces and will then afterwards become a podcast on various platforms including their website which I’ve shared before. Give Gem and Sam a listen. Here’s their website again. www.theunmindingproject.com