Off Facebook yet again

Yet again I have deactivated my Facebook account.  I’ve found myself getting far too involved, obsessed even, with it yet again. I’ve found myself writing out long comments and long replies to others posts and then deleting them before posting them.  I’ve found myself frustrated at some peoples judgements and ignorance.   I’ve found myself starting to argue with others again too. So I’m off for now. I’m much more productive at work again and I’m mentally more settled.  I’ve popped on for a very quick look only to delete myself almost straight away again.   I’m better off not being on there for now.

  Fynn and I are still working out hard and I’m weighing a few pounds over 15 stone.  My arms are back up to 17″ again and I’m close to being at my biggest again, about 7 pounds in weight to go, but I’m leaner this time too.  I want to be in tip top shape so I recover from my operation fast.  It’s 2 weeks tomorrow I go in….unless they cancel again.   Mentally I’m not stressed about it as I got that out of my system when I thought I was going in before.  Oh well it’ll happen if and when it happens.  

Friday night musings

Life can flash by so fast.  We can make plans and try our hardest. We can keep pushing. We can give up. We can break contact with friends for various reasons even if we want to keep in touch. We can gain new friends. We can get unwell both physically and mentally. We can have fantastic health. It can all stop or end in the briefest of moments.  Life can stop. When things get tough we can choose to keep pushing ourselves along even if it’s a simple thing normally like making a cup of tea or getting out of bed.  Sometimes I find it hard to even get out of bed but I always do. Even if I don’t do a full days work I always try to go in in the morning first thing.   By 10-10:30 I find things can seem to get a bit better.  Whatever is going on life it can get better.  You just have to be kind to yourself.  

I’m lucky. I’m well at the moment and things are pretty ok.