It’s Thursday and it’s been fucking stressful. I’m sick and tired of people who don’t fully explain what they want then complain after a job is finished. There’s so much shit going on in the world too and they complain about petty bollocks. It really got to me today. I felt like murdering someone, walking away and saying fuck it and or killing myself too. My head fucks me up too much sometimes and it can’t carry on like this. Petty shit boils my piss. Talking of which my piss was dark orang/yellow just now because of the stress hormones. I need to get out of the rat race. It’s such a load of bollocks too. All this money business is a pile of shit. All this profit and inflation crap is so wrong. It’s wrong for humans and it’s wrong for the planet. Mostly we all run around pretending it’s not happening but the world is getting fucked up. The environment needs to be taken care of not just fucking taxed. Taxing shit doesn’t change a thing it just makes things ‘cost’ more. We are all sitting here hoping that there will be a solution come along magically or a superhero. It’s not happening. It’s not some crazy bat shit American fake hero film. It’s real life. There’s only one way of sorting it all out. Permaculture.