The lyrics to the song say that suicide is painless. Is it? Really? Who for?
I’m shattered. I went to sleep early last night only to wake a bit early. I did manage to drift off again. It was a night of odd dreams. I can’t remember them all but I know they were vivid. One of them must of affected me badly as I woke up feeling slightly odd and contemplating suicide. Very strange. Obviously I didn’t take it further. Who knows what the mind truly does to itself. I’m tired. It’s doing my head in. I do my own head in.
In other news there’s now 14,777 subscribers to this blog. I wonder how many are robots. I have heard that a friend elsewhere in the country had this blog recommended to him by someone in his mental health team. How funny is that.