One day it will all be over. One day I won’t have bipolar disorder. I’ll be free of it. I don’t know when that day will come but if I’m pushed to it so be it. Living a hermits life seems the way to control it best. No drinking or drugs. No going out socialising where there’s lots of people. No drawn out interactions with average people. Yet again I’m trying to increase my intelligence. I crave to learn more. I need to learn about things I know nothing of. I will continue. It’s the only way. Nobody crosses me. So be it.