I’m still trying to understand my own enlightenment. Maybe I need to let go completely. A friend wants me to take ayahuasca. He thinks it will help me fly further than I have. I’m unsure. I’m unsure because I know what I’m capable of and how far I can and might go. I think its time for some tweaks to my routine again. I don’t want to burn out. I need to meditate more again. I feel I’m starting to spin upwards again a bit. At least I’m noticing. I might tweak my workout a little too although I’m still progressing with it as it is and it’s working really well. I guess my life is like my workouts. I put the effort in but start thinking about tweaking things before I’ve reaped all of the benefits.
